Happy Happy Birthday... to me :)

I'm 33.... today i had 3 b'day cake! wow, so touching :P the first was from my boss. it was a surprise when we were in Crystal Jade having our department lunch when he went off somewhere for a while and came back with a cake! omg!!! hehe. i am just beyond words... and very touched. Next a few of my colleagues also bought me a cake from The Patissier (Mohd Sultant). So nice of them :)

The 3rd cake is with ed ofcos....

2years! and I'm back at Au Jardin celebrating my birthday with ed. As usual, they never fail to disappoint in their standard and esp service. In fact this time i enjoy the food better than the last. The pic tat i took seems to play them injustice, but believe me, it's damn good! And i love the abalone best! hehe.. lately ed has been saying that i have more and more expensive taste. and my reply to him was.... "you spoilt me!".

Happy birthday to me.....

**pics to be uploaded soon....

Weekends only

The recent changed in my relationship has been good so far. Now that we only meet on weekends (fri-sun) and that seems fine with me…. In fact I do quite enjoy the time alone on weekdays. Probably true in the sense of “some distance makes the heart fonder” (cos I am not a true believer that distance makes the heart fonder, so I would rather go with “some”). Well in this aspect, it’s “some” distance … so staying apart does have its advantage after all I guessed.

Beautifully imperfections

Touches my heart each time i view this video clip.  Not sure if it is becos it reflect my current sentiments.  Can we all really accept imperfection in someone? Well ofcos the answer by most will be "Yes" cos who is perfect rite?!  Well, the next Q is to wat extend and how much imperfection we can accept of one?

There is a saying: “when you are in love with a person, you will love the person as a whole. You can’t just choose what you love about a person and then write off those parts that you don’t like.” Relationship doesn’t happen this way. Very often when we love someone, we have to accept the ‘package’ that comes with the person, be it good or bad."

And yet there are some who are still searching for the ideal or perfect partner.  Frankly, if you ask me, I really do not know if it is right or wrong..

Something from the video that we can use to remind ourselves of the beautifully imperfections: “ … in the end, its these small things that you remember … little imperfections that make them perfect for you.”

Feelings after the D-Day (mixed feelings)

Emotions were up and down the past 2 weeks. But I have to say this week is a lot better. Ed and I have sorted out our "stand" in a r/s.  We do have many common grounds I have to say.  Since the "D-Day" talked, things does seems to be better than before. Although I went home feeling lost with mixed feelings, a strange encounter on Sunday did change my tots a little and made me felt better immediately.  Guessed at that point in time, I needed assurance and confident that this is a good decision, and a miracle did happen to make me believe again. 

Frankly the sticky me is adjusting life without him everyday.... I have so much on hand to adapt... a more active lifestyle, which is my yoga... more time on weekdays alone, eating less, and such. Just trying hard and my best to do it.... not for anyone but myself.

How far can the bar go?

Each time I thought the bar could not be raised further, it reaches a new high… of pain.

Yesterday, the whole morning till evening, it’s new high…. Strangely, the pain is not becos of what he had said but is becos of me missing him

Low down and out

Been long time since I felt of down and low. Life is such irony, one moment you think you’re at the top of the world, the next you low down. The happiness for the past 1 year 8 months is not enough to sustained. What is it in the past happy months? Will there be more?

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What is love?

philosophy of life

Today a fre told me something that strikes me thinking.... our philosophy of life.

A couple needs to share the same philosophy in the life as to what we want to pursue, the marriage, family to raising the kids. My fre also asked me if i have the same philosophy as my partner, which is impt. I dun know. I have never really thought about this and have never ask my partner this Q as well.  So maybe this is really impt, which is why so many of my r/s failed in the past?

Gem of Life

Over the past 2.5 weeks I have been busy chasing 珠光寶氣.

Morale of the story…
You may wish to be a famous socialite
You may wish to have fame and fortune
But is that really what you will wish for at the end

Gosh the story is good! Actually in this show the person I admire most is “Jessica” who knows what kind of life she wants right at the very start. She’s just so focus to find a rich husband and lead a socialite lifestyle. Not only a rich husband but also the most powerful one! Haha. Hmm… in real life, how many of us are as focus as that? Come to think of it, I do know of a friend who aim for rich guys only, and sure enough she really married someone rich and now she’s tai tai.

As for me, it kind of sets me thinking what kind of life I want. Ofcos it is always good to married someone rich, which makes life a lot easier rite? but on the other hand, I dun think I choose someone based on that criteria. So maybe I am the sort that follows my heart more…. But is this what I really want in the end as well? … haha… .life is all about choices and our life is the path we choose…

work

One day last week, I had a text from my ex-colleague. It was then that I found out that there was a retrenchment in my previous company in my team. Gosh, 2 person gone and one is a very senior gal handling an important account. Shocking as it is, it also sets me thinking how things would have turned out if I was still there. Will I be retrenched. Although taking the package seems attractive enough (at else 7-8months) but staying back as the remaining team is also another headache…. Gosh, just one year after I left, and so many chances and things would have been so different if I had not taken on this path.

I don’t know how life will turn out in HRP but the purpose to leave my comfort zone back then was to make more money. Which I did in the past months….. Life is goin to be difficult in the coming more months with the economy downturn…. Guess work is even harder, more efforts for the same thing. And is time like this that we realized, a job is certainly important to hold on to.

ex colleagues

Had lunch we my ex colleagues from MSA…. Haha, time flies esp when we are bitching, and gossiping abt everything under the sun. So fun! Haha.

The joke of the day was I booked a Chinese restaurant Tang Dian Wang Shanghai (Suntec), so Hoon was there first and ordered her fav Soya bean as usual, and who knows when me and eve arrived, we realized that there is no Lou Hei Yusheng there! So we 'mai dan' (billed) and went over to crystal jade instead! So silly, tot most rest in s’pore would take the chance to make $$!

I got Ang Bao from them too! Wohhoo… :)

Positive positive tots...

I dun believe it, all my holidays are over in a flash! Gosh time flies and now is back to reality! Knowing that it is going to be a tough year for everyone, doesn’t makes it any more exciting about. Guess I have to constantly tell myself to think positively despite all the bad news we are hearing. As per my big boss constant msg to us, “never let the bad news we hear sink into us…. and we have to constantly brace ourselves and be positive!”

I have 3 cases on-going on hand. It is gonna be challenging. Just have to keep my fingers cross and CLOSE it! Yippee…. !

Best Char Siew ever tasted

I spend my first 3 days of 2009 in KL…………. Had a great time. Took the Transtar First Class coach up and gosh, it is truly luxurious!

The highlight of the trip was going to this restaurant in Jalan Imbi for their ever so famous Char Siew! I’m not a big fan of Char Siew but this is really really good that it makes me thinking abt it wanting more….. it’s so tender yet having a light crisp on the outside with thick coating of the sauce, and simply melts in your mouth. (drooling now…..). 4 of us ordered a medium, but when we wanted more, it’s all sold out! Damn should have ordered a large plate!

The other super duper good dish is the Claypot pork belly with salted fish. The pork belly is so thinly sliced that it looks like bacon! Very tasty and goes well with rice. (btw it’s Overseas Restaurant in Jalan Imbi KL. Have to call to pre-order)

(Sky Bar – Trader’s Hotel) Nice night view of KL.

Unique part of the sky bar, besides the “WOW” view, is the pool in the center surrounded by cosy seating in the platform. The sky bar is in fact open top. It doesn’t gives you an outdoor feel at all, we tot the pool was indoor in a pub, until it started to rain!

Overall the trip was fun, and ed was so tired cos he walked the whole afternoon with us… and poor him…. I dunno how he’s gonna copy with the coming BK trip. Maybe he can just sleep in the hotel :P