Lasik...I Can See Clearly Now

I Can See Clearly Now ... ...

***LYRICS***

... I can see clearly now the rain is gone. I can see all obstacles in my way. Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind. It's gonna be a bright (bright) bright (bright) sunshiny day.

It's gonna be a bright (bright) bright (bright) sunshiny day.

Oh yes, I can make it now the pain is gone. All of the bad feelings have disappeared. Here is the rainbow I've been praying for. It's gonna be a bright (bright) bright (bright) sunshiny day.(ooh...) .........

Look all around, there's nothing but blue skies. Look straight ahead, there's nothing but blue skies. I can seeclearly now the rain is gone. I can see all obstacles in myway. Here's the rainbow I've been praying for.

It's gonna be a bright (bright) bright (bright) sunshiny day. It's gonna be a bright (bright) bright (bright) sunshiny day. Real, real, real, real bright (bright) bright (bright)sunshiny day. Yeah,hey, it's gonna be a bright (bright) bright (bright) sunshiny day.

My Sat without salsa ...

Was supposed to go Sentosa today but was raining cats and dogs the whole day! Sigh… my outing was postponed to dinner instead. Which also means that I cant meet my idol (who dated me on tues) for dinner and also means that I can’t go to usq !! ok the dinner with my idol is not a big deal, but not going to dance tonite was quite disappointing. I just felt that something was missing the whole sat nite. It’s like this constant craving for something… that is a dance of salsa… haha… I m going salsa mad… (an addiction).

Adding the fact that I’m going for my lasik this tues… which means that I cant dance for like 2 weeks? AAAAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…… I dun know how I’m going to survived without salsa for so long. Sob sob….

Someone told me something today that seems rather disturbing. To sum it all up… all good men are already married. Oh dear, really? It’s quite disheartening to hear that even at his age now, he doesn’t seems to know what he really wants after all. He said he has this list of criteria’s that he look for in his partners, but after all the filtering, it seems that he was left with like none...

I sat there listening in a dazed…. I dun know what is more disturbing; the fact that all good men seems to be married (really??) or I might not know what I want after all, just like him!

Frankly, all I know now is I need to find myself. I told myself that the next relationship I enter into, I should not go into it thinking that this person will help fill the void in me. I should not go into a relationship thinking that it is going to bring me happiness but rather I should be bringing happiness to the relationship. I finally understand the statement of “it takes 2 to make things worked, but one must be full by itself.” Somehow this statement hasn’t been clearer to me, than these past weeks.

Our 1st Salsa Party

Wow we had lotsa yummy food, lotsa laughter, lotsa dancing, lotsa practices, lotsa bonding, lotsa fun, lotsa everything today!

I think our salsa party turned up great! Close to 40ple came. Not too bad for the first time. Think we should have more of such party in future!

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That's the Reuda Group....

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Bachata with Guowei...





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Salsa with Boon.... lotsa spinning!






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Oh... my fav song..."no me ames" with Nick.

Becos there were fewer gals than guys, I think I really dance a lot. So much so my leg aches by the end of the nite. We started dancing abt 7pm almost non stop till 11pm.

Tried a little of my shoulder roll, and dance twice to my fav song, “No me ames”.

I was telling DK on the way back that it’s addictive. It’s like the more you dance, the more u want to do better, to perfect my move and add more styling and make my dance more groovy and sensual. But how to do that? I’m not too sure if by attending more class will help? Perhaps!

DK made a statement today, “ dun need to dance like performance team standard. It’s just a dance for the fun of it. If by perfecting it means stressing yourself over it, then it’s no longer relaxing and fun doing this past time…”

haha, he sums up my sentiments exactly. I think this is why I felt so at ease dancing with him.

Date nite

I dun know what’s up today? Suddenly I have so many ple asking me out !

1) my idol - someone I admire a lot in union, super good dancer, very charming and charismatic guy, very mature, damn sexy when he dance merengue, He was the one who taught me how to listen to beats, and I used to stand afar just admiring the way he moves…. Well I still do now.. haha… just that recently we have been talking more since the day he knew that I was no longer attached…. Yup he asked me out for dinner then union. I was so excited when I saw the sms… but…….. ……………… haha… I dunno why I turned him down… maybe I like it just keeping it this way.

2) DK - asked me out for a movie….. ahya that is becos there’s this movie abt dancing (step up) that’s why he ask me for movie…. I know he treats me like his buddy…. Cos he said so during one of the dinner we had.

3) my friendster friend (FF) - came as a surprised when he ask me for movie over msn. I was shocked and excited ofcos. Well he certainly got the looks. But recently knowing more of him during our msn chat, I got a little scared cos he said he’s bad temper and mcp. I also felt that he’s someone who needs lots of space of his own. Suddenly he reminds me of my ex that I almost freak out…! I dunno, I think my recent relationship really gave me a phobia in meeting another like my ex again. My gf told me I should not let my past experiences put me off into knowing him. Ya I know… just a little scared mah.

4) JB – also a salsa dance. Very good and super sensual and fanciful one. So fanciful that I feel very stress when dancing with him. But he’s one dancer that gives you the feel that you’re all that matters during the dance. So much so that it made me scared and uncomfortable. Maybe becos he’s too good and I’m just a plain subtle dancer with not much styling to comprehend him. Anyway he ask me out… and I turned down, cos again I just wanna keep it distance and quiet.


So….. I went out with FF for midnite… It was ok.

Tomw we the so call “powerpuff gals” are going to have our first massive salsa party at Mederia function room. So excited and cant wait to dance!!! (note: we didn’t call ourselves “powerpuff gals” cos Gloria almost killed us for suggesting. She said if we do that, she will have to hide the next time she goes union… hahaha….