Beautifully imperfections

Touches my heart each time i view this video clip.  Not sure if it is becos it reflect my current sentiments.  Can we all really accept imperfection in someone? Well ofcos the answer by most will be "Yes" cos who is perfect rite?!  Well, the next Q is to wat extend and how much imperfection we can accept of one?

There is a saying: “when you are in love with a person, you will love the person as a whole. You can’t just choose what you love about a person and then write off those parts that you don’t like.” Relationship doesn’t happen this way. Very often when we love someone, we have to accept the ‘package’ that comes with the person, be it good or bad."

And yet there are some who are still searching for the ideal or perfect partner.  Frankly, if you ask me, I really do not know if it is right or wrong..

Something from the video that we can use to remind ourselves of the beautifully imperfections: “ … in the end, its these small things that you remember … little imperfections that make them perfect for you.”

Feelings after the D-Day (mixed feelings)

Emotions were up and down the past 2 weeks. But I have to say this week is a lot better. Ed and I have sorted out our "stand" in a r/s.  We do have many common grounds I have to say.  Since the "D-Day" talked, things does seems to be better than before. Although I went home feeling lost with mixed feelings, a strange encounter on Sunday did change my tots a little and made me felt better immediately.  Guessed at that point in time, I needed assurance and confident that this is a good decision, and a miracle did happen to make me believe again. 

Frankly the sticky me is adjusting life without him everyday.... I have so much on hand to adapt... a more active lifestyle, which is my yoga... more time on weekdays alone, eating less, and such. Just trying hard and my best to do it.... not for anyone but myself.

How far can the bar go?

Each time I thought the bar could not be raised further, it reaches a new high… of pain.

Yesterday, the whole morning till evening, it’s new high…. Strangely, the pain is not becos of what he had said but is becos of me missing him

Low down and out

Been long time since I felt of down and low. Life is such irony, one moment you think you’re at the top of the world, the next you low down. The happiness for the past 1 year 8 months is not enough to sustained. What is it in the past happy months? Will there be more?

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What is love?