LOst without poles

I should be excited... getting my car in a few hours time... am I? :) guessed I am.

but i got a big problem... I dun know how to park without the poles!! haha..... i know i sound silly, but it's freaking me out. hehe. I wonder when I'll get over the phobia of driving out. Erh.... beta be soon TRICIA!!!

Voom Voom.....

Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes finally finally....

It's the long waited accomplishment. To a lot of ple, it's no big deal but to me... it is :)

I finally get my license at the age 30+++ I dun know what took me so long to wanna learn driving despite my passion for F1, cars specs, and car performances... I love high performance cars, big exhaust, BBS rims, loud manly engine noise... actually I like beng cars like evo 9, Integra type R, Euro R etc... :D hehe that's me talking for sure....

ok... I'm super happy, I couldn't stop smiling the whole day... so happy that I went mad suddenly and went to buy a new phone...

Ta da......!! my new sony ericsson K810i in ivory gold!

My favourite parts of Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Remb the memorable

Remember the memorable, discard the unmemorable... "Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind"

The movie title Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind is actually a quotation from a popular poem by Alexander Pope Eloisa to Abelard. I watched this movie sometime back, and recently by chance I gotta see it again... this time watching it the 2nd time round... I appreciate the work beta...

here's a part of the peom...

"... ... How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;
Labour and rest, that equal periods keep;
"Obedient slumbers that can wake and weep;
"Desires compos'd, affections ever ev'n,
Tears that delight, and sighs that waft to Heav'n.
Grace shines around her with serenest beams,
And whisp'ring angels prompt her golden dreams.
For her th' unfading rose of Eden blooms,
And wings of seraphs shed divine perfumes,
For her the Spouse prepares the bridal ring,
For her white virgins hymeneals sing,
To sounds of heav'nly harps she dies away,
And melts in visions of eternal day.
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... "

A belated b'day dinner

I had a lovely dinner with Edwin at Menotti. A very belated bday dinner for him. I suggested Menotti cos it was one of my fav rest in city hall... Confession, "I was thinking of my fav salad that's why". :P

I m really glad he likes the food. Phew. and dessert was at clark q "Nectarie". Again... another of my fav cake place. ok ok.....! now I am feeling a little bad, cos it's all my fav places... hehe... but then good things must share rite? hehe

Speaking of this bday date that I had.... the friendship with Ed was developed in an amazing way. Thanks to Friendster and the boo boo he made when he dropped me a message which was not quite sincere, cos it was more like a cut and paste message to the masses.... and I so happened to read the long message, amazed on how much a person can write to someone for the first time while at the same time catching a mistake which he wrote and I can instantly point out. hehe so I decided to be terrible and told him off. So that started the virtual friendship. And how strange he soon became my Mac guru cum helpdesk :P He certainly made my life easy and fuss free. :)

The most amazing thing is, we only met once and that was like half year ago... but it just doesn’t feel that way, no strange and uneasy feelings. I guessed that is becos he's always there in my "cyberspace"... So there is a sense of familiarity.

I am glad he enjoy the food and the place.

Living for the moment ?!

Do you believe in "just living for the moment?"

For one, I don't.

When I say "just living for the moment?" refers to just "enjoy the company" of each other, not in any serious commitment, nothing firm basically, no expectations just enjoy how things are at the moment...

I was throw a proposition yesterday abt this. To me it was a straight NO.

I dun believe in "just living for the moment and "enjoy the company" of each other, not thinking abt any future. Maybe I am a far sighted person, I dun like uncertainties less non exclusive r/s. I also realized I am not up for it or interested in any "games". Cos I cannot be in a "play" while I look for another all at the same time.

Has relationships evolved to be so complex these days that there are 101 methods? Isn't it the simple way anymore whereby: Boy like Girl and getting together to see if things work? .... No?!

See how things go

"I guess im just not ready. But we can just continue n see how things go.." quote un-quote

R all men freaks ?!

As the saying goes… if the men are over 35 and single, there’s something wrong. But wat abt us gals?

Well.... we’re just choosing.

Recently, I cant help but feel that some of these ple I met are weird. Moments they might seem ok and very nice, but it’s always some of the things that they say or do, suddenly freak me out…. I dun even know how to say it here!

Meanwhile wat I wanna do is to run away. They can go claim their temporary insanity, just count me out.

Life's a bet

I came across this in a friend's blog....

"wonder how many wrong ones do one have to meet in order to get to the right one? guess life's a bet.. u never try u never know..."

This was exactly wat I was telling my best friend yesterday. She is afraid of Falling in love becos of fearing of "falling out". I told her that there is a risk in every r/s. You never try you never know.

"3rd party" meeting...

Sitting by the busy walk-way of Clark q, sipping mint tea.... Supposed to be nice but without any great company of friends... the tea is just tea. Keeping watch from afar, making sure that things are in order (we're too old for any cat fights, so I'm not worried abt tat... haha). For 2 hrs, thing seems ordinary. It's like 2 business associate talking over coffee. Nothing too friendly or hostile. Just business like.

I was thinking, "is this it? Just causal business talks, hmmm.... ?" ofcos the main agenda has yet to be discussed....

I see the changed in attitude and body language, and suddenly both were smoking non stop. My take is, ok the serious discussion has started.

Another hr passed.... wat now? What more is there to talk? Seriously nothing said now will improve the situation.... whatever my fre say is not going to make her feel any better or less betrayed.... I was feeling hot and tired... and hungry. For once I was so glad when the pasty shop closed... meaning it's the end of talk!!! sigh... I hope both gals never have to meet and talk again....

Keeping quiet....

Silence does not always mean consent... ... There is a saying, "when you have nothing good to say, dun talk."

That is probably the best way to avoid any confrontation... I get it.