Meeting with him
Met up with him yesterday. He wanted to meet up, so after I got home with ken, he picked me up.
I’m really not sure what is his objective in asking me out. My take is that maybe he miss me in some way and wants to see me?! Maybe he wants to tell me what went wrong in the relationship and again reiterate that we are not meant to be together. He just needs to convince himself it’s such so that he can really let go and move on.
I have on the other hand managed very well… (I even told him that). I was really surprised by my own capability this time round. I was down for only 4days. I thought I would feel much worst than that, but I was ok.
During the talk I told him also that it was the email that sort of gave me a peace of mind. I have never been clearer after writing the email to him. I told him I was sorry that I had not supported him in his career needs and I dun know why I did that to him. I soon found out why. I also realized then he was really a fair weather person.
Anyway, He told me that we do not compliment each other and one must be full by themselves. I told him I totally agree.
I wanted to tell him that I know I was not "full" by myself. (I realized that and I will learn)… but he himself is also not complete/ full! Haha… well… it’s always easy to point out someone else mistake and keep talking abt it... but realizing your own is never easy. But I just kept quiet, cos we can talk till the cows come home, it’s never ending. As long as I realized my own and I’m clear, it’s all that matters.
The funny thing is, I already know and heard all these before, so why wanna ask me out to tell me all these again?! Cannot understand. I have already move on and doing well for the past 3 weeks, so why wan to ask me out to rake up the past again? I told a few friends today abt my meeting with him…. They ask me not to think abt it and he’s just probably selfish cos he just want to say all these to me to make himself feel beta. Maybe… but it’s not impt. What is impt is that it’s over.
Anyway It’s nice that we still can be friends.
I’m really not sure what is his objective in asking me out. My take is that maybe he miss me in some way and wants to see me?! Maybe he wants to tell me what went wrong in the relationship and again reiterate that we are not meant to be together. He just needs to convince himself it’s such so that he can really let go and move on.
I have on the other hand managed very well… (I even told him that). I was really surprised by my own capability this time round. I was down for only 4days. I thought I would feel much worst than that, but I was ok.
During the talk I told him also that it was the email that sort of gave me a peace of mind. I have never been clearer after writing the email to him. I told him I was sorry that I had not supported him in his career needs and I dun know why I did that to him. I soon found out why. I also realized then he was really a fair weather person.
Anyway, He told me that we do not compliment each other and one must be full by themselves. I told him I totally agree.
I wanted to tell him that I know I was not "full" by myself. (I realized that and I will learn)… but he himself is also not complete/ full! Haha… well… it’s always easy to point out someone else mistake and keep talking abt it... but realizing your own is never easy. But I just kept quiet, cos we can talk till the cows come home, it’s never ending. As long as I realized my own and I’m clear, it’s all that matters.
The funny thing is, I already know and heard all these before, so why wanna ask me out to tell me all these again?! Cannot understand. I have already move on and doing well for the past 3 weeks, so why wan to ask me out to rake up the past again? I told a few friends today abt my meeting with him…. They ask me not to think abt it and he’s just probably selfish cos he just want to say all these to me to make himself feel beta. Maybe… but it’s not impt. What is impt is that it’s over.
Anyway It’s nice that we still can be friends.
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