Partying

Went partying with francis today at Thumpers (for the first time). In fact I cant even remb when was the last time I went partying with my partner.

Saw the other side of him that I knew of but never quite witnessed it before. I couldn’t help but admitted that I am really attracted to this dangerous side of him. His charisma and frivolous attitude …. Yet the francis I know for the past one month is rather serious and tame. Tame in a sense of “tone down”. I don’t know which side of him I preferred.... ...

Well the good thing is maybe both. On the other hand, I couldn't help but wondered in my mind; how long he will last being the “guai” and tone down him. Is he really being himself? Would it be at the end of the day, he still preferred his single carefree days of partying. A fear that I felt that one day he would be telling me that I should have known how he was on the day I know him.

Yes I know I’m being cynical again. Couldn’t help it, but just wondered…..