Dreams are reality waiting to happen

I reckoned my unstable behavior the past 2 days is due to my PMS... :D well I guessed it did affected my mood swing... ... haha.... see one good thing abt being a gal is the ability to blame mother nature's beautiful creation of female beings.

Woman are emotional creatures, at times we just need to feel the assurances from the person we loved, to hear the words that we hope to hear, just so to know that we are on the right path. (I guess that was what I expect from Francis). Actually I was really quite angry with him being so hard on me (sometimes). He doesn’t understand why I am so unsecured (ok, maybe he forget at times). Well, despite knowing what I had gone thru, he still thinks I’m unreasonable and demanding. That is really hurtful. It’s not like I want to be “crazy” at times, it’s just my insecurity acting up again…. Why are men such rigid and stubborn creatures, or are they simply plain ignorant? Where has their creativity senses gone too? *sigh*… no wonder so many gals are turning les these days… hahaha….

Some serious tots did go thru my head as well. One thing for sure is I cannot continued to live in my own shadows and nightmare. I have to pick myself up to get out of this "trusting crisis". How much so I want to protect myself, I need to open up again. This is something I need to do for myself and my future.

Every chances we takes involve some kind of risk, at times it could be a risk worth taking while other times, it could be a risk taken to learn something.

"Everything happened for a reason".

The only way to witness a better tomorrow is to face my fears and take a step forward right?

I once told a friend ... ...

"Dreams are reality waiting to happen."

The biggest failure is to stop chasing your dreams and drowning ourselves in sorrows. Many of us have fallen, we just got to master our will and courage to pick ourselves up. If we do give up, then all is lost and we'll never know the possibilities that could be realized...

Meanwhile, I will continue to be in this beautiful dream.