packed away

Was digging thru my stuff just now, trying to help a colleague to find a cd for her wedding.... came upon some old stuff that i packed away for a long time.  some things tat i packed away wanting to just forget it all... these are the things i never want to see but each time i happened to see them, i cant helped but relook at it.  just like the dvd, i will so tempted to play and have a look at it again.  haha... woman, some men will say, are jus so contradicting.

Not that i missed those days or i haven't gotten over it.  I think i did pretty well to be wat i am today.  I think it is just that it was a part of me that i can never just pull away.  i can packed or throw away those pics or disc but it was already a part of me... that explains mayb somehow i never bear to discard.  Bad memories they may be, but maybe i am just the sort to hold on to all the beautiful ones as well. 

I am happy now, happy that i have done well and have managed to still find trust and be happy again.