21 days.

It has been 3 weeks... only 3 weeks yet I felt it was like ages since Pa left us.... Pa will always be in my heart. There are moments that I suddenly will realize he's really no longer ard. I still dun believe it. I often wondered, how can this be true and really happening?

Every night I hope I can dream of him and I did a few times last week. :) I cant really remb what he said to me, all I know it's very comforting. Mummy asks me to put a note pad beside my bed so I can write it down when I woke up from the dream. haha. I think pa mentioned something I had written in the letter to him. He did read it afterall. :)

There is no amount of words to say how much I really miss him. The pain of missing him will never go away, maybe only time can heal to substitute it with the beautiful memories I have of him.