My Sat without salsa ...
Was supposed to go Sentosa today but was raining cats and dogs the whole day! Sigh… my outing was postponed to dinner instead. Which also means that I cant meet my idol (who dated me on tues) for dinner and also means that I can’t go to usq !! ok the dinner with my idol is not a big deal, but not going to dance tonite was quite disappointing. I just felt that something was missing the whole sat nite. It’s like this constant craving for something… that is a dance of salsa… haha… I m going salsa mad… (an addiction).
Adding the fact that I’m going for my lasik this tues… which means that I cant dance for like 2 weeks? AAAAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…… I dun know how I’m going to survived without salsa for so long. Sob sob….
Someone told me something today that seems rather disturbing. To sum it all up… all good men are already married. Oh dear, really? It’s quite disheartening to hear that even at his age now, he doesn’t seems to know what he really wants after all. He said he has this list of criteria’s that he look for in his partners, but after all the filtering, it seems that he was left with like none...
I sat there listening in a dazed…. I dun know what is more disturbing; the fact that all good men seems to be married (really??) or I might not know what I want after all, just like him!
Frankly, all I know now is I need to find myself. I told myself that the next relationship I enter into, I should not go into it thinking that this person will help fill the void in me. I should not go into a relationship thinking that it is going to bring me happiness but rather I should be bringing happiness to the relationship. I finally understand the statement of “it takes 2 to make things worked, but one must be full by itself.” Somehow this statement hasn’t been clearer to me, than these past weeks.
Adding the fact that I’m going for my lasik this tues… which means that I cant dance for like 2 weeks? AAAAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…… I dun know how I’m going to survived without salsa for so long. Sob sob….
Someone told me something today that seems rather disturbing. To sum it all up… all good men are already married. Oh dear, really? It’s quite disheartening to hear that even at his age now, he doesn’t seems to know what he really wants after all. He said he has this list of criteria’s that he look for in his partners, but after all the filtering, it seems that he was left with like none...
I sat there listening in a dazed…. I dun know what is more disturbing; the fact that all good men seems to be married (really??) or I might not know what I want after all, just like him!
Frankly, all I know now is I need to find myself. I told myself that the next relationship I enter into, I should not go into it thinking that this person will help fill the void in me. I should not go into a relationship thinking that it is going to bring me happiness but rather I should be bringing happiness to the relationship. I finally understand the statement of “it takes 2 to make things worked, but one must be full by itself.” Somehow this statement hasn’t been clearer to me, than these past weeks.
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